my head is spinning an emotional mess my feelings a crescendo a pain of bliss departing from the withering tree as we’re abandoning all of our memories I hold you close but to love you as a friend is like the hardest thing I’ve ever done a lust for loss a love for the lost I wither
I see the flowers by the bedside as they grow to rectify all of my mistakes I see your shadow through the tall grass collapsed to the floor in a longing for more I turned a vision into a sidetrack only to give up on everything I’ve kept I saw your eyes in a glimpse and realized that only time prevents everything from happening at once
at times I still worry about the feelings that we left condemned ourselves to what was right not what was meant stale flower will you ever blossom again or if I died stopped breathing?
I see the flowers by the bedside as they grow to rectify all of my mistakes I see your shadow through the tall grass collapsed to the floor in a longing for more I turned a vision into a sidetrack only to give up on everything I’ve kept I saw your eyes in a glimpse and realized that only time prevents everything from happening
credits
from Love & Anxiety,
released May 21, 2021
Written and performed by DISILLUSIONIST
Produced, mix and mastered by Frederik Brandt Jakobsen
DISILLUSIONIST is Sara Gacic, Jakob Høy and Frederik Brandt Jakobsen
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