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Funeral Plans

from Love & Anxiety by DISILLUSIONIST

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Funeral Plans lyrics

reflecting voices 
from marble walls 
receiving words
 it’s all just noise
inside my head
 inside my heart
 this feeling of regret
 I’m just a child 

how beautiful you look today
 a peaceful rest in predecay 
this wooden box
your splintered skin
 give me some days
 then let me in 

your mom is here
I heard her cry 
I believe she meant it and so do I
 as much as I like to hate them 
the more I sigh 
the guilt is mine I wasted time

 who are these people
 who seem to care 
why are they here
 where were they then 
you needed trust 
you started to drift they pushed you even further
 into the pit 

my feet are slipping 
I think I fell
 can’t feel my body 
can feel nothing at all
 I see only flowers like a garden path
 and my blood is leading way
I’m almost there


..a few days later
 what has passed
 I don’t remember
I’m reading through the scrapbook we wrote together
 word for word back in December


“Funeral Plans” the chapter read
 “let’s end this life ..let’s end this shit ..we’re better off, we’re better off ..without those who tell us off ..we are the static in waves of noise
 we are deceiving but without a voice
 we are controlled by our own fears
 we are introverts ..well we are here
 we are the chosen the ones who cared
 we are diverse and treated as
 we are illusions of our own selves..” 
Hope, I miss you more than my words can express 

"we are defeated 
forever broken 
lived to be open
as life started to close in
 forever quiet
 in minds of thoughts 
and they will choke me
 till I give up"

and we made funeral plans 
tried to make sense of the meaning of life
just to lose it again 
just to lose you again 
but I will find my way
 maybe not in life but in death 
and Hope, this time I will stay

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from Love & Anxiety, released May 21, 2021
Written and performed by DISILLUSIONIST

Produced, mix and mastered by Frederik Brandt Jakobsen

DISILLUSIONIST is Sara Gacic, Jakob Høy and Frederik Brandt Jakobsen

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