what’s been forgotten lost in waves of noise of a million reasonings burning through my skull and I keep thinking that these signals in my brain are just illusions that only I’m experiencing I think we’re broken and these wounds will never heal just tear me open and rip the last good out of me I feel, I’m choking in all of what has passed and soon forgotten as my life is leaving me
we rode your bike to your mothers old house left with nothing but destruction for the ones that tore it down we were avengers with an impulse to improve but you were forever changed by the beat of her restless body’s weakened pulse
do you remember in Shibuya we swore to never leave when the hatred started growing as you were her and I was you and I swear I thought I loved you and it was hard to understand the meaning of your words and the actions of your hands and I’ll comply
I think we’re broken and these wounds will never heal
just tear me open and rip the last good out of me I feel, I’m choking in all of what has passed and soon forgotten as my life is leaving me
credits
from Love & Anxiety,
released May 21, 2021
Written and performed by DISILLUSIONIST
Produced, mix and mastered by Frederik Brandt Jakobsen
DISILLUSIONIST is Sara Gacic, Jakob Høy and Frederik Brandt Jakobsen
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